- Poetic Garden -

Euphoria

2012-02-14T21:12:00.002+05:00

Tuning off into an ever so real utopia

Hidden behind the windows to her soul

Leaving behind, her glaring reality…

She wades in the tranquil ocean

Letting her heart rule her world

While the mind screamed behind bars

Listening to the contagious lullaby

Watching the hushed weeping of a rose

Freeing her mind from its cage,

Letting untamed thoughts go wild

Scarred for life she was

From the unforgiving memories

Dipping her whole being underwater

An attempt to cleanse her tainted soul

Gasping for air, she up-merged

Noticing the stubborn scars slowly fading…

Taking her into an utmost euphoria

Free Fall

2012-02-12T18:57:00.007+05:00

The silence is just too hollow

I can hear the echo of my heart

Even the darkness has failed

To fill up the numb stillness

This lone heart of mine sings

The ever so hushed lullaby

Of the once broken hearts

Comforting my worn-out soul

The lone clouds float away

Carrying the promises within

The whistles of the night wind

Whispers with the tinges of hope

My shadow already faded into dusk

Leaving me at the edge, on my own

Afraid to even utter a hushed whisper

Though my mind screams out for you

The gusts of wind threatening to push me off

A single distraction and I’d lose my threshold

Falling off from the edge, into a dark abyss

Where I know, more than just thoughts would haunt me

I saw the lone souls with the mended hearts

Wandering away on their own into the night

Each headed a different direction

Seeking their once lost destiny

Yet, right this moment,

I wanted nothing more than just to free fall into nothingness

For I was too Naïve

2012-02-10T18:43:00.005+05:00

I wove dreams from an unrealistic reality

Knitted em with bits and pieces of my heart

For I believed you would have known

That I was pledging myself to you

You watched me through endless nights

With so much adoration in your eyes

Or was it what I had always longed to see

Despite the glaring reality

Or was it what you let me see

Though it was nothing but a façade

That I was never her, to begin with

Nor can I ever replace her

You lit up that candle of hope for me

Had I known it was never real

I wouldn’t have bled the deathly crimson

I would have died a million times instead

I had been too naïve, now I know.

To have him led me so far beyond reality

I almost lost my way back

Almost…

That thing called 'Heart'

2012-02-09T23:19:00.003+05:00

Screaming your name out loud

At the top of my lungs

Letting the frustrations flow out

Causing a turmoil around me

Knowing very well

That I’m only fooling myself

That you won’t hear me

For you are far, far away

Closing my eyes to get some comfort

By pretending that you’re here

Holding me close, lessening my pain

Sweeping me off my feet, taking me away

Until I open my eyes again

Only to face the ugly truth and brutal reality

Where everything you stare at mocks you

And you’re left with nothing, but loneliness

At times like these when you feel lost

In your own twists and turns of your life

Its faith that keeps you moving forward

Always giving that gentle push you need

You may not know it, but deep inside

Where no one had ever been to

Hides this thing called the ‘Heart’

Silently praying for you all the time

Leading your way with beats, wordlessly

Hoping that you would always listen

And move forward, without asking why

Never going back to what you left behind

Giving you enough strength

To be able to break down a mountain

Or maybe jump high up to the sky

To catch that falling star you once wished upon

Let it Flow, on that Empty Canvas

2011-10-11T13:48:00.003+05:00

Facing the empty canvas

Holding the brightest of colours

And the sleek brush in my hand

I stood there, my mind blank…again

Facing the endless set of mountains

Watching the sun creeping behind

Forcing a deep breath in, with my eyes closed

Filling up my lungs with grassy green smell

I let lose my guard, letting the brush lead the way

Emotions springing out, taking form of many colors

Splashing the once empty canvas colourful

Dark, yet so bright, and ever so violent strokes

Brutality filled with so much love and affection

Painting love with passion and too much aggression

Fateful stories told with such darkened brightness

Untold stories now revealed, yet hidden

Taking a step back, examining the handiwork of my brush

Feeling my previously constricted chest now relax

Freely inhaling the cold air, letting the relaxation hit me hard

Looking up, to see the shimmering stars scattered on blue-black

Knowing that tonight would be one of the rare beautiful nights…

Reunion of Forbidden Lovers

2011-07-18T21:26:00.003+05:00

He heard her whispers across the sky

Not one clue on how it ever became possible

They had parted for good, long time ago

For their love was forever forbidden

Angels sang from above

The unheard melody of love for so long

The love once so forbidden to even talk about

The symphony almost broken beyond repair

The sky cried tears of happiness

The wind directed his sails towards her

Where his destiny awaited, almost impatient

Fate now had completely given in

Unbearable it was for fate

To listen to the weeping and mourning

Of the lonely hearts

That were torn apart

It wasn’t long

Before the lovers reunited

Rejoicing with contentment

They waltzed from cloud to cloud

The once forbidden lovers

Celebrated reunification

The love no longer forbidden

In the eternal and heavenly world

Like that shooting star

2011-06-15T11:11:00.004+05:00

Like that shooting star across my sky

He fell, sparkling with fire

Gracing my sad black sky

With his star dust, leaving a trail

Like that shooting star across my sky

He disappeared without a second flicker

Before I closed my eyes

To make my only wish

Like that shooting star across my sky

He crossed my path, not halting once

Moved ahead and disappeared

Before I could whisper, “I love you too”

Like that shooting star across my sky, he holds a special spot in this lonely heart of mine…

His trail, confusingly untraceable…

He promised

2011-06-10T09:34:00.002+05:00

He made promises

Promising never to break them

To treat her like his own

Like a fragile porcelain doll

He always promised

To live upto his promises

To catch her when she falls

And kiss her pain away

He promised

To walk right beside her

Hold her hands and,

Never to let her shed a tear

he fulfilled his promises

Walked beside her

Built their own happy world

With every step they took

*Written while listening to "What are words" by Chris Medina.*

Forbidden Love

2011-06-07T18:36:00.004+05:00

Knowing the bitter fact, that they can never be…

That he, will forever be her missing piece

Of the huge jigsaw puzzle of life.

So close, yet seemingly so far,

With the gaping distance

Threatening to swallow her a whole.

Held in his arms for one last time

Knowing how sinful it was,

They secretly stole forbidden kisses

Many a more to last for a lifetime

For they knew deep down,

That those moments, were what mattered.

Knowing how wrong they were

Yet, feeling so right

They shared a forbidden love

Another year came to an end

2010-01-04T21:41:00.003+05:00

Another year comes to an end
This year of 2009, tops in all
Lots learned, gained and lost

I look back recalling some moments
Which forever be remembered

So many chapters written,
Some incomplete
Many a sub-chapters each had

I smile, recalling some people
Who had made a huge difference in my life

Days, weeks and months passed
Every moment has become history
Yet, it will forever be in my shadows

... thoughts

2010-01-04T21:21:00.004+05:00

Your thoughts float like a feather
Standing out from the rest
Shine brighter, out casting others
Bold and so regular they stand

I stay helpless
Unable to write over
Or push it to a corner
And forget it for a while

Losing track of time
When lost in your thoughts
But nothing to regret
For i wont mind at all

My world so filled
So full of many things
But nothing compares
To your thoughts

A voice inside,
Tells me to let go
For the tomorrow that is yet to come
Is unsure and somewhat decided

and you stay unaware..

2009-11-14T19:30:00.003+05:00

Letting the words flow on the paper
 Gaining peace of mind for a while
 A few moments, and all comes back
 Hitting harder each time
 Showing me their powerfulness
 
 Unable to take a step forward
 Or turn back to start anew,
 From the point where i lost my heart
 Letting the sweet poison spread
 
 My heart I have kept so safely
 For so long, protected and closed
 It flew away before I knew 
 And followed to you before I could stop
 
 My heart so precious
 So delicate and fragile
 Stays with you always
 And you have no clue about it.

No longer like a bird

2009-11-14T19:10:00.002+05:00

I'm like a bird, and so is my soul
And my heart used to be one
Until it started to skip beats
Letting the sweet poison spread

My soul is free and merry
And so was my heart
Until it stopped flying
And stayed at one's doorstep

A door unlocked, but closed
Scared to open, my heart stays
Wishing, Hoping and waiting
Yet doubtful

I tried and tried
To take my heart along
But failed miserably each time
For it wont even flinch...

* untitled*

2009-11-14T18:47:00.003+05:00

A not so complete stranger
Unexpected introduction
And not so expected friendship

Such a thief he is
Stile my heart away
Before i knew it

And so selfish he is
Not let me take mine
Nor his.

Yet so charming he is
For me to give up
And just forgive

Immortal time

2009-11-04T22:46:00.003+05:00

Time passes by
Staying immortal
Slipping from grasp
No turning back,
But moving on
Never changing
Yet, staying a new
Fulfilling its promise
Of no turning back
And never bringing back
What has passed away
But brings the promised.
Heads for tomorrow
Which is always a mystery.

Hey stranger!! ^_^

2009-06-21T15:59:00.000+05:00

Hey you
 Stranger!
 You are such a stranger
 And strangely familiar
 
 I have met thousands
 And thousands
 Of people like you
 Yet, you are too different
 
 Hey stranger!
 You are strangely different
 Uniquely strange
 And astonishingly unique
 
 Hey you
 Stranger!
 You are such a charmer!
 Yet strangely familiar
 
 Hey stranger, you will never be forgotten
 For, i have met many a strangers
 But never one like you
 So strangely, you're unlike other strangers
 
 Hey stranger!
 I know you way too much
 Strange, dont you think?
 For we have met only in dreams

What kind of love is it..?

2009-03-22T17:05:00.000+05:00

Though her carnations are not roses'
Her love for you is true...
Though the daffodils are not as golden'
Her love for you will always be real.

Her love for you scarems much louder'
Than the screeching of feathers.
Her love for you stands much prouder,
Than the mountains that pretends.

Though his love was crystal clear'
She never saw...
Though he screamed louder than thunder'
She never heard...

Will they ever
Hear each other??
Will they ever see,
Their love for each other??

Fade away memories...

2009-03-09T21:52:00.000+05:00

Here I lay
In the middle of my garden
Painting pictures on the night sky
Thinking of how
The memories fade away...

The petals fall lifelessly
Landing on my face
Making me wonder,
As if thats how
The memories fade away...

The petals fall one by one
Leaving the flower look dead,
And useless...
Imitating the act
Of forever faded memories...

Few petals linger on tight
Determined not to go
Just like the stubborn memories...
That hold on, and
Haunts you forever...

Memories..
Sweet and tender
Bitter and painful,
Taunting and haunting
Lovely and dear...

All, painted on the night sky
Only I, would be able to see
Always and forever...
The stubbornness of memories..
And, fade away memories...

Darkness is too bright...

2009-03-09T21:24:00.000+05:00

The silence is too empty
 The darkness too bright
 The stars are dimming
 For the moon is too sad
 
 It saw a girl
 Walking an endless road
 Along with fireflies
 Sharing her sorrow
 
 The light at the end 
 Not yet visible
 Will there be any?
 Wondered she...
 
 The moon shone brighter
 But, was it enough?
 Wondered the stars...
 As the darkness is too bright
 

-::'.Untitled..'::-

2009-02-22T11:55:00.000+05:00

I stood there
Looking at the stars
The moon climaxed
From behind the shining clouds

The wind kissed my face
Revealing the secrets
From the stars, and
The stolen tune from trees...

Dream come true??

2009-02-22T11:47:00.000+05:00

You visited my dreams
Uninvited...
Looking soo enticing
Yet, so unfamiliar

Never did I think
You existed
Until then,
I saw you there

Looking so human
and alive...

From my art journal..

2009-02-06T17:14:00.000+05:00

***

Through the tunnel...

2009-02-03T21:29:00.000+05:00

Looking back
To the scars left behind
And the stains
not easily erasable...

I walk along this tunnel
With the light from a firefly
To find the end
Of the never ending tunnel...

It reminds me well,
How the angels sang
The ever so broken symphony
Breaking through the deadly shadows

The firefly continues
To lead me on the wiggly pathway
So confusing...
Yet, so relieving...

Never witnessed, or to be witnessed...

2009-01-29T22:17:00.000+05:00

Moonless night
Starless sky
Grey and sad

A sudden race of comets
Spreading Fire across
Sparks puring down

A beauty it was
Never witnessed
Or to be witnessed again

For it went all black
When I was blinded
When the meteor fell over horizon

*inspired by a quote from the book, Twilight. **

Journey

2009-01-29T22:09:00.000+05:00

Oceans apart
Light year away
Sailing through galaxies

I hear your voice
Melodiously singing
To the once broken symphony

The stars were singing along
The comets slowing down
Moving to the beat..^^

Ready to fly

2009-01-29T21:47:00.000+05:00

She bows her head 
 Words unsaid...
 Photographs hanging 
 On the walls of her heart
 The faces slowly fading
 
 Turnings pages... 
 Moving on... 
 The rose has set sail
 Never to return...
 Now, she's ready to fly...


 

For just one night..

2009-01-16T22:19:00.001+05:00

I spread my wings
Flying high upto the milky way
Stole the secret from stars
Danced along the rings of Saturn
I heard what Pluto had to say
And Venus sing,
Staring straight ahead
I sailed through the milky way
With comets, I raced
Chasing the euphoria
And, for just one night
Everything turned right
Just want be left alone
For this one night...

Scattered stars

2009-01-13T22:26:00.000+05:00

I stepped out of my room
To get some fresh air
To spend silent moments alone

Staring at the scattered stars
Looking, nothing but like shattered pieces
Taking their places at the sky

The only difference
Is that they shine, sparkle
And smile at you while you sleep

Strange, yet too familiar

2009-01-06T20:54:00.000+05:00

Watching the waterfall over the edge
The twilight glows, over the empty town
Everything silent, and into the abyss of sea
Where no light exists

A twist in time, and I slip into the water
Opening my eyes, unveiling a story untold
Letting the current splash and take me
At the end of the line, where flowers grow

The moon sang an eternal song
Making lovers shine in it's beauty
Though now it lays ruined
Leaving a cloudless brown sky

The light splitting darkness
Music broken from silence
Life built on death 
So very strange, yet too familiar

Well, this might sound a bit confusing....but hope you all like it.
Came up with it when i was soo confused!!..lol! ^^

sleepless night

2008-12-31T10:51:00.000+05:00

The night feels longified
Everything silencified
Cold, restless
Tired, yet sleepless
Tonight I do not weep
I lay here trying to sleep
Mind is finally free
Though it branched more like a tree
I wished upon a falling star
To get me a chocolate bar!^^

Pain strikes again!

2008-12-31T10:39:00.000+05:00

The pain strikes again
Much stronger, and wild
She does not scream
Hold her tears back
Fights against the pain
And fails miserably

She locks herself
So no one sees
Her pain, her agony
The pain spreads
Like a poison in blood
It over takes her

She cries silently
Praying...
Wishing the pain would go
Her friend, her enemy
Whatever you call it
Is not so far away...

..::..New beat..::..

2008-12-24T11:39:00.000+05:00

The pulse of my heart
Adjusts to a new beat...
I see the light,
For a brand new day
Music tingles my soul
And I dance to the new beat..

Our song

2008-12-20T21:32:00.001+05:00

guy:
 There, he saw her
 Sitting on the bench
 With her writing book
 Joyfully screaming and laughing
  Were all the others around.
 Lost in deep thoughts, was she
 So peaceful, yet too thoughtful
 Powerless, was he
 To tear away his gaze from her.

girl:
 There, he stood
 Leaning on a oak tree
 Pulling the strings, on his guitar
 Looking so carefree
 And enticingly handsome
 Powerless was she, 
 To tear away her gaze
 He caught her gaze
 Gestured her to come up

They chatted,...a lil bit
 She talked less
 And he talked more
 He was keen to know her
 She wrote poems, told she
 He played music, told him
 
 She wrote lines
 While he played the tune
 And the words danced along
 Together, they made
 Their song...titled,
 'OUR SONG'
 

Weeping rose

2008-12-20T21:07:00.000+05:00

The rose wept
When the moon left
The petals fall down
Ever so lifelessly
The moments frozen
The color would remain
Until it melts...

Still, frozen...
The rose weeps..

Lost butterfly

2008-12-17T12:26:00.000+05:00

The lost butterfly
Escaping, enchanting
Exploring, enjoying

You can never grasp
A lost butterfly, like me
Even if you feel
Its fluttering wings
Just like my heart

You can never know
A lost butterfly like me
Even if you take
The closest look at her
Just like me

The lost butterfly
Escaping, enchanting
Exploring, enjoying

You can never catch me!!=P

Two angels watzed...

2008-12-17T12:12:00.000+05:00

Two angel waltzed
So gracefully
Absolutely flawless

Through out the night
They waltzed endlessly
Gazing at each other

For this might be
Their last chance
To share and cherish

Two angels waltzed
So gracefully
Absolutely flawless

Until, dawn
And tearing apart
ever so unwillingly.

Good morning...

2008-12-14T14:48:00.000+05:00

Days pass by
Not staying same ever
Time goes by
Staying immortal.

Cloudless sky above my head
Blowing away, what i said
The moon still smiles
Along with the stars

Time pressed on
I leaned against the window pane
Lost in the darkness and deepness
Of this so very long night

The sun starts it work
By painting a golden touch
On the ever dark sky
Along with goes a touch of white

I stand and watch the wonders
While the sun itself comes along
Brightening its wonderful art
Awakening the whole world

Back as me!!

2008-12-12T21:07:00.000+05:00

I looked in the mirror
And saw a different smile
And felt my heart smile

I wondered,
if it was my smile
Or just another illusion.

But no,
It didn't disappear
I couldn't wash it off

Today, its so fresh and new
Like fresh picked berries
As i dreamed for years

Today, I feel the desire to shout
Jump around and rejoice
And yell to the whole universe,

I am back as me!!!

Summer romance-curtain fall

2008-12-07T18:25:00.001+05:00

It was there you saw me,
Saw what others never saw
A weaker side, inside a shell.

I fell, and the shell shattered.
You caught me
And now, you know me so well.

I'm not perfect,
Nor am I the prettiest of flowers
Yet, in your embrace, I was showered.

My Lilies for you,
Are not roses.
But the daffodils are...

It was a new dance,
A summer romance we shared
And now, the curtains fall...

Ending the summer romance
Shared, and now treasured
Under heaven's twilight.

..::..Wingless angel-devil in disguise..:;;..

2008-12-07T18:21:00.000+05:00

I met a wingless angel
Who was devil in disguise
In the darkest of the nights

Fingers of love then touched me
Healing my wounded heart
Erasing the most painful pain

I never want to let go
Through you, I found strength
Found hope when all was lost

The broken pieces were then joined
From the very deepest of me
Looking all anew

Though we are oceans apart
One day, we shall share
An embrace like no other

For I'll always love you
Secretly,
Like i still do

Though you're way too far away now
You'll be in my heart forever
For that is where you first caressed my very being

My heart wide open
Endlessly gazing from hill top
Seeing you happier than never

The book of my life..^^

2008-12-05T22:48:00.000+05:00

The book of my life
Just ended another chapter
I buried it deep down
Never to even look back

Misunderstood, mistaken
Accused, blamed..indicted
Who cares anyway??

The book that was slightly open
Has now closed
I so not want to write it
Not any longer

Memories, good and bad
Has come out of it
Watch as the pages burn
That once was.

Misunderstood, mistaken
Accused, blamed..indicted
Who cares anyway??

The past no longer exist
What used to be is far dead
You, no longer matter
Just know it all

For now, and the end of forever
You'll be another person
Just a stranger
One who doesn't trigger anything

Misunderstood, mistaken
Accused, blamed..indicted
Who cares anyway??


I reached out, grabbed a new book
A whole new life, a whole new start
I write my life story
Over again, not sharing at all:P

Days unseen...

2008-11-20T23:06:00.000+05:00

Cold hands,
Shivering soul,
Never been seen

Nights to remember,
Days unseen.

Wondering, wandering,
Caring, not sharing,
Hiding, and smiling,

Nights to remember
Days unseen.

Forgotten,
And not feeling the pain
Pretending,
And smiling...

Nights to remember
Days unseen.

Yesterday, a bliss of joy
Hearts loved, souls joined
Of love so unreal

Nights to remember
Days unseen.

Have faith in me...

2008-11-17T22:02:00.000+05:00

Take off the shield
And allow me
To have your sorrow,
Your pain and angst
Pour 'em down on me

Breakdown the locks
Open the sealed doors
Have faith in me
And we shall share,
Our life stories together

Let me reach
And take off the invisible veil
Just once...
Show me what you hide
Behind you beautiful eyes

Breakdown the locks
Open the sealed doors
Have faith in me
And we shall share,
Our life stories together

Just once..
And never will you
Fake a smile
Every once in a while
But, you will smile a mile....forever..

Breakdown the locks
Open the sealed doors
Have faith in me
And we shall share,
Our life stories together


By: Chris

..::Melody.::..

2008-11-11T23:32:00.000+05:00

She's a musician
Of her own intensity
Strumming the strings
She makes her own melody

There is a melody in her
A brutal melody
A broken symphony

Her fingers, taunt and bleeding
The cords a dull, and hurting
The notes are sharp
Turning the whole into a bleeding melody

There is a melody in her
A brutal melody
A broken symphony

The song left unsung
Hurting her more than ever
The words almost forgotten
The tune tearing her apart

There is a melody in her
A brutal melody
A broken symphony

She sings the song
Recalling the forgotten words
Tuning it again, until right
Just so, to stop the bleeding

There is a melody in her
A brutal melody
A broken symphony

Behind these eyes...

2008-11-11T18:49:00.000+05:00

I shield the windows
To my soul
From this invisible veil
Where none can ever reach
Or see through

Behind these eyes
I hide the pain,
And the sorrow
And fake a smile
Every once in  a while

Behind these eyes
I hide all emotions
Where none can ever read
Or even interpret

Behind these eyes
Is the story of my life
Once told,
Now sealed, until eternity

maybe it is...

2008-11-08T22:15:00.000+05:00

What happens when the last thread breaks..???
Do you lose all your hope??
Or maybe its a new beginning??
Or maybe its the end of everything??

Thoughts...

2008-11-04T19:45:00.001+05:00

I thought ,
I would miss you forever.
I thought,
My heart would stay frozen forever.
I thought,
My feelings for you would never be controlled.
I thought,
Time would never heal the wounds.
I thought,
I would never awake .

Until...
I was kissed by another
With too much warmth
Melting this frozen heart
And the memories...

I do not love him
Nor will i ever do.
Only you, did I love
None other...
And i shall love you
Till the end of eternity..
No matter what..

Waiting to bloom

2008-11-03T18:14:00.000+05:00

Flying away from winter
Landing on autumn leaves
She find herself
At the beginning of a life on strings...

Back to innocence
Waiting to bloom

For the last time
She opens her locket
Secrets slips soundly,
Kissing her gently

Back to innocence
Waiting to bloom

The locket is closed
Secrets ceased soundly
The memories echo endlessly
Fading into eternity...

I'm happy too...^_^

2008-11-02T10:29:00.000+05:00

She’s the beautiful rose

And I’m just the colorful lily.

Nothing compared to her wonders.

A speck on the board compared to her fragrance.

She is the light to your darkness,

The sun to brighten your night.

When you turn to me

To talk and to laugh.

I am happy.

Yet, I know you think of her.

Wish for her.

I want you to be happy.

Even if that means I am not.

If I could have one wish,

I’d wish for your happiness.

Then, when you’re smiling with love in those eyes,

I’d stand on the sidelines.

And fake a smile for you.

So you’d think I was happy too…

Written on: 17/10/2008

Life so unfair...

2008-11-01T00:05:00.000+05:00

This life so unfair
Always forcing me
To give up on things
When i almost had it

I didn't complain
Assuming its for good

This life getting more unfair
From day to day
Challenging me
To give up again

I dont complain
Assuming its for good

This life never fair
On me as usual
Forcing me to the edge
When i fought back

Still I dont complain
Maybe it is for good

This life getting so harsh
On me, again and again
Defeating me always
Winning over my struggles

Still, I dont complain
Assuming it is for good

This life getting harder
from time to time
Forcing me to complain
Instead of fighting back

I fought, I lost
I never complained

I guess its time
To complain,
Without a fight
And never give up?

Standing on the balcony

2008-10-31T23:49:00.000+05:00

Standing on the balcony
 Admiring the wonders
 Of mother nature
 
 Lost in the ocean 
 Of your thoughts
 Bitter-sweet memories
 
 Letting the breeze
 Kiss my face
 And my hair, dances along
 
 ******
 
 Standing on the balcony
 Knowing I cant fly
 Without you to complete my wings
 
 I wonder,
 If I can ever fly,
 Just like a free bird?
 
 I wonder,
 If i will ever over come,
 My own hell??

Romance's curtain falls

2008-10-01T09:50:00.000+05:00

Time pressed on
You seem further away

Months pass
Memories will still last forever

Poetry from the heart
Promises written with the stars

We wrote a love story
Its still unfinished

We danced
And had a sweet summer romance

The music stopped
For now, the romance's curtain falls

And this angel rests
In peace...hugging all the memories

..:::Ballerina:::..

2008-09-30T21:45:00.000+05:00

A ballerina
 Used to dance to a lovely song
 Full of grace she danced
 Smiling always, which she meant
 
 Her touch meant care
 She gave darkness, light
 She gave coldness, the warmth
 She gave the devil, love
 
 But, when the music stopped....
 so did she...

Promise to the devil!!!

2008-09-29T21:11:00.000+05:00

You keep on visiting my dreams
making them nightmares
without any invitation!!
I so hate you!..hmph!

stay away from me
and my loved ones
you will pay for this
and you know that too

I wouldn't care less
if i have to
Just for them,
i shall stray

Would do so
next time i see you
a promise to the devil
is to be made by me!

She became an angel..

2008-09-27T19:52:00.000+05:00

She was thrashed 
 Into the ever darkest room
 So cold, and chilling
 Accompanied by the deafening silence
 
 Her hands tied
 Her clothes ripped
 Her wounds so fresh
 Her body left in agony
 
 Her mouth covered
 Unable to scream
 Tears rolling down her cheek
 Forming a stream
 
 Her hear beats faster
 Faster, and more faster
 He breathing quicker than never
 Becoming uneven every now and then
 
 Blood dripping from all over her body
 Her face growing paler
 The beauty glowing in the darkness
 lightening the room
 
 Her tears sparkling, like stars on the sky
 Her hair beaming so golden, like the sun
 Her beauty shining brighter than the moon
 Leaving her in ease
 
 And so, 
 She lets out her last breath
 Her heart beats, for the very last time
 A low moan of relief, escapes her lips
 
 Her soul, now free like a bird
 No more pain, or agony
 No more suffering, or tears
 Just blessed with the wings of an angel


 She became an angel 
 With wings so astonishing
 And a soul so blessed

Untitled...

2008-09-22T15:12:00.000+05:00

She saw him
Appearing through thick darkness
Wearing all white
White t-shirt, and white jeans
And shoes too, white
His face glowing
****
The hooded creature appears
Laughing evilly
He joins the creature
God knows why
Together, they laughed at her
At her bloody, limp body
****
She cries harder
Tears stinging her face
She tries to scream out for him
For him to take her
To a safer place...
Away from all the evil creatures
****
Along with the creature, he laughs
The creature looking more evil than never
He vanished...all of a sudden
Blood, forming a pool where he stood
The only door showing light closes
Leaving me alone in the darkness, with evilness
****
Then, there he stood
In the middle of a cold cemetery
His chest all bloody
She discerned his pain
He is in a never ending agony
Tears streaming down his cheek
****
She stood there, still
Dumbstruck; not sure what to do
He was apologizing
For what he did to her..
And was sorry for not taking her...
And for his family and friends too....
****
She stood so silent
She couldn't bear to see him cry
She ran to him, and whispered
'Dont ever regret what did...
Or even what you do...
Just be proud of what you did and do...
And for who you are....okei?'
****
He pushed her away
Ashamed to take her care
'No!...just leave me alone and let me be..
I shall be alone forever...
I do not deserve you...or your care..'
He cries...and cries
****
She proceeds, not listening to him
Forgetting the insults
She comforts him
And there he was, in her arms
Looking so broken
And so limp and hurt...
****
She hugs him, and cries
Stops when she realizes
How cold he has become
SHe touched his cold face, and whispered
'You're so selfish...you know..
You left me alone to suffer..'
****
He died, in her arms
With a gorgeous smile on his face
A smile which told her a lot
To be happy...
And never shed a tear on him...
***************

Metamorphosis: Lonelier than a cloud...

2008-09-16T23:01:00.000+05:00

Lonelier than a cloud
I walk along
This lonely beach
Lost in your thoughts

Splashing of waves
And singing of birds
Rustling of leaves
Filling the whole atmosphere

Sun bids good bye
Until tomorrow
Leaving a golden touch 
As it leaves

All creatures departing
Before the darkness
While i stay alone
All by myself

Drowning in the pool
Of my own tears
Which are almost drying
Leaving my eyes red

I so want to take flight
Though, knowing I wont be able to
Without you 
To complete my wings


This is series of poems which I'm writing, about life(not only mine, but other included too). I'm not so sure how long this will continue.
Hope you guys like it. ^_^

I wonder...

2008-09-11T18:48:00.000+05:00

Though I do not fear
The distance of oceans
I live the pain
Of not seeing you

All I have is a vague memory
Of a beautiful sunset,
Of the brightest of stars,
Of the saddest good bye

I wonder...
If it will ever be the same...
If you would even recall
My name...and face..

With a broken wing..

2008-09-10T17:11:00.000+05:00

She was a fragile angel
You invited her
Let her hopes high
And, let her fall...
She broke her wing..
For one of 'em was supposedly you
Knowing she cant fly,
She still attempts
To take flight
To be freed from pain
To gain a new wing
So she tries
With one broken wing
Hurting more than ever
Just not to let you down...
And, staying as the angel
Who'll love you
Forever...and ever...

Journey..

2008-09-07T16:09:00.000+05:00

Turn to the next page
 Of the book in life
 The sun will rise
 Time to begin anew
 Bid yesterdays adieu.
 
 Take off your mask
 Stop trying to hide
 Sit beneath the willow tree
 Unlock all the chambers
 And let the world see you.
 
 Never fear
 Always try
 Never give up
 Always learn to cope
 And fight back.
 
 New roads and lanes
 Scars may linger and stay
 Wild emotions will drive you insane
 Never surrender
 Always deal with anything.
 
 Live and love
 Forgive and forget
 Days come and go
 Beings enter and leave
 Leave 'em behind...move on.
 

Angel fall...

2008-09-06T16:52:00.000+05:00

Staring at the blank page
 lost..
 Trembling
 
 Dont know where to start
 And how to begin
 Dont know where to step
 And what to say
 Dont know what to do
 And what's okay
 I dont know...
 
 Reflections stares and mocks
 Words and promises echo
 Cant escape 'em
 
 You visit my dreams
 With no permission
 I hear you
 And see you
 You comfort me...
 But when i awake,
 Heartaches, mind teases.
 
 Let the rain down on me
 Let the flames burn me
 Let the silence suffocate me
 
 Embrace the old memories..
 For new ones will arise sooner
 And i'll breathe again, soon
 Until then,
 
 Let this angel fall for now...
 The hearts die, 
 The souls cry
 Take this orchid...
 And remember me..
 

Fresh start..

2008-09-06T15:40:00.000+05:00

A fresh start
The past no longer exists...
As everything is erased
Though some stains still remains

She awaits
Accepts to start anew
But in her heart
Its still hard to do so

He is a part of her
But, she will accept what it takes
To leave it all behind
To avoid anymore heartaches

Give her time
And, soon she will see
Give her time
And soon she will be free

Free of her sorrow
Free of her fear

He knows her well
And knows...that,
She will overcome
Her own hell

Too weak to win...

2008-08-22T22:18:00.000+05:00

I want so much to run and hide,
I want to get off this emotional ride,
I'm tired of feeling numb inside,
But there's no where left for me to confide,

The pain won't die, it's all I know,
It's becoming more of a friend than foe,
Grades and standards are becoming low,
There's so much pain I don't want to show,

The darkness has trapped me, it's got me tight,
I tried to hold on with all my might,
But nothing in my life was going right,
I guess I'm just too weak to win the fight.

Thank you my friend :)

2008-08-20T23:26:00.000+05:00

When we talk,
 Its like two weirdos talking
 Imagine how it would be like
 Just me and, you.
 Trying to make sense
 Out of all the nonsense
 While others think,
 That we have gone totally crazy
 Sharing similarities a lot
 from what I've know about you
 You always made me laugh
 Made me smile,
 Even in my hardest times
 You were there..I know
 You might not know
 But you taught me 
 How laugh again
 When i almost forgot
 What laughing is like
 From my heart
 My friend, Thanks a lot
 For making me smile
 And laugh again..
 Right now, to thank you
 I cant give you much
 Just these few words
 A warm thank you, my friend


This is a poem I wrote to a very good friend of mine...
hope you all like it ^_^

Permafrost mask

2008-08-18T16:58:00.000+05:00

The girl you see is a mask
 A shell of superficiality.
 If you could only see
 The inside of this shell,
 You wont believe what you see,
 And surely would not comprehend.
 Love?..the emotion i do not know.
 It died, with the real me.
 My heart is frozen void,
 Safe...and so numb,
 Feels so safer to be numb.
 This is just a frostbite.
 To make me feel again ,
 Would need a great might.
 The strength to understand
 And great care to erase the numbness
 Without me getting hurt again.
 Will there be anyone
 Who could remove my garish mask,
 To find the beauty i hide?
 And awaken the sleeping woman inside me?
 Only time that has to come, 
 Will tell, if i can be rescued
 From this frigid hell..

.:.:.Forsaken.:.:.

2008-08-18T09:18:00.000+05:00

No one hears her screaming.
No one feels her pain.
She's crying and she's falling
Into darkness with the rain.
.

She's cold and she's alone.
She's scared about her fate.
She starts to cry and moan,
But she still lies there to wait.
.

The time is passing by
And the sky is black and gray,
Her hope is far from high,
She bows her head to pray.
.

The clouds are rolling in.
The darkness closing in on her.
The cold rain on her skin,
And her heartbeat gets slower.
.

The girl screams out into the night,
Death had come for her soul right then.
But then over yonder shines a light
She's no longer forsaken.

Memoirs ...

2008-08-11T16:30:00.000+05:00

The memories of you
I hold so dear
Are now haunting me
Stealing away my every night sleep.

The sweetest memories
Have now taken
The form of evilness
Killing me again and again.

I plead to you
Not to do this to me
Not to take away the only thing i have
Reminiscences of you and me.

Let everyone turn their back
I just don't care
Let everyone ignore me
I just don't need them.

How could you?
Why did you do that?
You can't ever ask me to forget you
Forgetting you is like forgetting myself.

You never listened
You carried on...
Moved on along..
Laughing at my pathetic soul.

You think of me as a liar now
And God knows why?
I would rather kill myself
Than ever lying to you...

I trusted you with all my heart
And I still do...
Tough I know now
You took me for granted.

Barely surviving...

2008-08-10T22:08:00.000+05:00

My thoughts are poured down onto papers...
My heart can never be salvaged by lovers...

My tears are drying though I'm still crying
My heart aches, as if it's dying

I barely survive in this world which is so unfair
Its like I'm breathing when there's no air

I love you more than you'll feel
Can you even tell what's real?

Unfair world

2008-08-09T21:56:00.000+05:00

Black lies from one's eyes flow..
Secrets I cant understand
Secrets I shouldn't have ever found out
Nightmares...dreams...and even reality..
Revealing everything

I should have stayed in my comfort zone..
Where it was only me and my books
I should have stopped you from entering
I shouldn't have let anyone in
I would have been happier in my own zone

It's so not fair...!!
I don't want to fight anymore
I don't want to hurt anymore
I don't even want to fly anymore
I just don't want to be here at all!

I'm down on the ground
Invisible to the sky
Dust lifts up from where i fall
Shivers cross one another
Weightless chills run through my body

There's no cure for the bullet in my head
The fluids drifts away along with my pain
There's not much time before love lets go
I'm bleeding...and in throbbing pain
Withdrawn from the very unfair world

2008-08-09T17:38:00.000+05:00

forget about how weak i am
with all these thorns
and these deep cuts
i’ll learn to fight back
i just have to know
letting go isn’t easy
but i’m on its path
as the thought of your love
fastly becomes a luxury.

I'm no angel

2008-08-07T23:57:00.000+05:00

Dusk enters into day,
Extinguishing all light.
And there your body lays,
Quiet and unmoving.

Your beautiful eyes brighter than any moon,
Your smile warmer than any sun.
I dream of you every night,
In an everlasting untouched utopia.

This despondent hope of mine,
Fails every time you walk past without a word.
And I'm left with only the smell of your hair,
     And the sad eyes watching you fade in the distance.         

Your benevolent personality takes me away,
And I spread my wings to fly.
But I have no wings,
And so I stay.

I wish to protect you,
To take you away from evil's barrier.
I wish for you to come away with me,
And leave behind everything for something new.

If only I had the wings of an angel,
I could take you up on my wings and fly off.
And if you would come with me,
We would soar forever through the clouds.

I am no angel,
These wings are not made of beautiful feathers.
But of stone and rock,
That hold me away from you and your open heart.
   
Again, I am no angel,
This heart of mine is not made of stone and rock.
But out of stitches and dried blood,
From losing you when I could have held onto you.
 
I am no angel.
And I know I will never be one
I have no heart of gold.
But I still love you.

I will not....

2008-08-05T19:56:00.000+05:00

I will not wait,

I will not hate,

I will not regret,

I will not take back the help I offered,

I will not take back what you stole,

I will not take back those memories,

I will not take you back…

For you always...

2008-08-02T18:58:00.000+05:00

For you I shall not cry

Though the rivers will run deep

For you I will be silent

When the words, I long to speak

For you I will be strong

Even when I am weak

And for you this heart

Will always beat inside of me

Where had the love gone??

2008-08-02T16:11:00.000+05:00

Hoping for things to back
Like it used to be...
Though i know,
I cant have what I've lost.
Happiness is just a fading dream,
From which I start to wake.
I'm lost without a trace,
Though I'm surrounded by people.
No one really cares,
Or even try to ease my pain.

Where had the love gone??
Why must the good things end so fast??
And why does all the bad things remain forever??

I'm totally lost in this nightmare
I dream of you every night
I need you to guide me, like you once did
I want you to take me out of this endless night
I'm trying with all my strength,
but I can't seem to find the way
I screamed out for you, but you never came

Where had the love gone??
Why must the good things end so fast??
And why does all the bad things remain forever??

I'm scared now,
That you no longer care.
I always hide my sorrow now,
Like I used to, before i met you.
I try my hardest to look happy,
For the sake of others around me,
And for you, that you'll never regret,
What you did and said

I miss who you used to be...

2008-07-31T22:20:00.000+05:00

The wonderful person you used to be,
The person i always loved to be with,
Disappeared, and now all i can see
Is what we used to be like a myth.
.

What happened to you?
What could have gone so wrong?
You lost yourself, like all the others do.
Decieved yourself and i for so long.
.

Cant you see that im afraid?
I'm scared that you might get yourself hurt.
But too much did you let our friendship fade;
I cant help anymore as you lie in the dirt.
.

I wish this time would never have come.
But full of sorrow i cannot lie.
You're a stranger to me for all you have done,
And now all i can say is Good-bye.

saddest tunes...

2008-07-31T20:52:00.000+05:00

My heart cries
The saddest tunes ever so sadly...
When will it stop??

Awaits for the rainbow..

2008-07-31T09:28:00.000+05:00

This lonely soul awaits the rainbow
but, when will it come??

While you failed to understand...

2008-07-30T22:50:00.000+05:00

Long forgotten by you,
I go on my way
to find my destiny.

I take memories of yours,
which I would treasure
forever.

The flowers bloomed,
as if they are welcoming me
to their world.

The sun shining so bright,
as if its happy 
for me.

While the wind kissed my face,
offering the best of welcome
to the new world.

Everything looked new,
fresh and shining,
and so colorful.

I stood there speechless..
for they understood me,
while you failed to do so.

He'll never know...

2008-07-29T13:58:00.001+05:00

I lay here alone,
calm and still.
Letting the cold water,
flow just beneath me.
While the petals of the rose of love,
flows along with it.
His voice never far,
strong at will.
We walk, he talks,
still unaware...
The nights grow long
as days grow cold.
I shared all my secrets,
opened locked doors for him.
Now, they'll be locked up again,
untold.
We laugh we talk,
I still care,
Is he so blind to love,
of what's really there?
She has his heart,
forever, I know,
But she doesn't love him back,
so far as I know.
I wish I could tell him,
That she doesn't see him,
I wish he could see
that he's everything to me.
And so he'll close his eyes,
and while it's her face he'll see...
I'll close mine and see him,
dreaming happily.
I love him more than anything,
the light will never go.
I'll keep him with me always,
and he'll never know...

Slowly rearranging

2008-07-27T21:55:00.000+05:00

My world i knew slowly fading to dusk
Pieces of my life slowly rearranging
Becoming more lively
(at least I hope so is happening)

The sun sinks
While moon smiles
Along with stars smiling so bright
(trying to assure me that everything's alright)

I sat there
Lost in my track of thoughts
The coldness unable to shake me to senses
(it failed again to erase my memories of yours)

To be rescued...

2008-07-26T11:36:00.000+05:00

Where love was once shining so bright,
Shadows are filling in, stealing the light

Nobody hears the silent cries,
Of the lonely heart that fries

Bruised and sore from your words,
stabbed again and again from you sword

Here i lie in the darkness,
Hugging my loneliness

Waiting to be rescued by my knight
And give me the ever-lasting delight

Deadly curse

2008-07-26T09:23:00.000+05:00

She smiles and laughs,
Whenever someone's around.
But that's only because,
She's trying to cover up,
The deadly curse inside her.
It feeds of fear.
It feeds of pain.
It takes control over its victims.
It poisons your mind,
And poisons your body.
Every smile is forced.
Every laugh is a cover up.
Sure she may look happy,
But inside...the curse is killing her.
No one knows she's been infected,
Until it's too late to be reversed.
It plays with her mind,
And shows her monsters, in the darkness.
When she looks in the mirror,
She hates what she sees.
This new monster she has become.
She tries to make it better,
But it only get's worse.
That's the way the curse plays.
It tries to convince her,
Only when she obeys, will she be happy.
But, by obeying,
She's handing herself to the deadly creature.
Every night lying awake,
Comforted only by endless tears,
And heartache so strong,
She just wants to sream in agony.
Unable to esacpe the cold,
And find the warmth she so desperately need.
It doesn't really matter.
As it controls you inside and out.
As her hopes get smaller and smaller,
It get's closer and closer to it's goal:
Killing her...
It won't stop until it succeeds.
She's unable to see what everyone else sees.
All she can see is the deadly monster.
She tries to hide it,
As no one would really believe her,
And now she has discovered,
The she has been infected with this curse...
Which is too late to be overcome.
Soon, she will just be a memory,
Decayed...and would be forgotten forever..

Out of the darkness

2008-07-25T20:36:00.000+05:00

She closed her eyes and ran away

Dazed, everyone made way

Tears rolling down her cheek

Blank about her destination

******

Soon, very own darkness hugged her

Her footsteps echoed

In the deadening silence

She sees light far ahead

******

She quickened her pace,

Determined to reach there

Turmoil of the voices pulling her back

Breaking the silence

******

‘No!!...I don’t want to go back!!!’

She screamed out stridently

Hugging herself tightly,

As the cold darkness pierced her flesh

******

She sure recognized the voice

It’s none’s, but his

His voice slapped her

While his words pierced her

******

She was bleeding…

Her breath growing shorter by time

Legs becoming more wobbly

And her body, too heavy to be carried

******

“I won’t give up so easily!!...

You hear me??!...Never will I give up!!!”

She screamed again

And his voice laughed evilly

******

Her anger boiled up

Giving her more strength to move ahead

She gathered herself up

Trying to ignore the pain till she reaches the light

******

Her wounds all too fresh,

Filling her whole body

In a throbbing pain

Fighting back, she headed towards the light

******

Sighing with relief, for she reached there

She stepped out of the darkness

The very golden sun smiled

Wishing her the best morning ever

******

For a new day…

For the beginning of a new life….

Darkness left far behind

His evilness out of her life

******

Never will he be able to haunt her again

For she wont ever repeat the mistakes

It’s buried and forgotten

Though the scars would still shine, yet forever…

  ************

Every end is a new beginning.

2008-07-13T15:20:00.000+05:00

Every story has an end...but every end in life is just a new beginning...life goes on...and along with goes time...never stopping for anyone...just ending it forever, for some people...while it just begins for some people...

Alone with the flowers

2008-07-11T22:16:00.000+05:00

I lie half-asleep, in the field of serenity
Far are the nights, and the revenge of dusk
Not so long is my time of decay
Though its baffled by doubtful dreams of tomorrow

I'm all alone
Though i tried to search for my prince
Failed miserably in this game of love
Now i lie..almost asleep, staring at the falling petals

How could you ever know
Why the petals fall
How they were magnificently purple once
And suddenly turning to ashes??

The petals falling ever so sadly, like teardrops
The wind blows, taking them who knows where??
My heart as well sway, to the beat of wind
Hoping that it'll take me to him

And so i close my eyes
Thinking of your face...
How could i ever know
Why my heart beats for you??

Thus, the night comes
And the petals soar towards the stars
And so does my heart,
Not losing hope, it'll fly higher than the birds

For never will we really see
When, love will come to us,
And so I'll lie in this field of serenity
No longer hurt by thorns

So here i am, all alone with the flowers
Finally seeing the light of hope
From a tunnel way far ahead
Thus, I lie, almost asleep...staring at the falling petals...

wish upon a falling star

2008-07-09T21:43:00.000+05:00

The night is absolutely stunning
I looked up at the sky
Which glittered with stars

The moon being the spotlight
Shining all over the place
Making the whole, so enticing

Falling star grabbed my attention
Wishes upon which come true
Heard people say so

I so doubt on it
For my wishes on it
Never came true...

Nevertheless...still wished upon it
Who knows what might happen It might actually come true this time....

U made a difference in my life

2008-07-08T15:34:00.000+05:00

Life is a series of interactions
each person leaving their mark
shaping and guiding us somehow
some marks fade away
while the others are huge
and wont ever be erased
if lucky enough
you might meet someone
who'd brighten your day
with just a single word
someone who'd touch your heart
and make you feel rich
just to have him in your life
someone who'd make your world
a much better place
by just being in it
those people can never be forgotten
even if they ask for it
for they, have played a part
in making who your are today
and gave you something
that can never be taken away
as they have become a part of your very soul
which you take forever with you
whenever you see this
always remember
as long as i have your memories
i have you and always miss you
i remember you and forever will love you
and will always be thankful
for you have made a difference
a huge difference in my life....

Midst of a crowd

2008-07-05T22:12:00.000+05:00

Here i stood
In the midst of a crowd
Everyone so different
Expressing different emotions
Tired, tensed, ticked off
Weakness, worry, worn out
Innocence, intense, insecure
I searched For a familiar face
But found none
Engrossed in their own world
Was everyone
Rushing to go somewhere
Maybe home??
To be welcomed by their loved ones
Or maybe nowhere??
Just rushing along
Exploring the world before it ends??
Weird how i managed
To look through some of their faces
Making them invisible...
But how would they feel??
If they knew...
Or even read my mind
Left out maybe??

complicated life!!!

2008-07-04T22:27:00.000+05:00

Why make life sooo complicated??...make it simple nd easy as possible....coz a simple life is often(actually most of the time) too complicated to understand!!!:P

silently...

2008-07-04T00:19:00.000+05:00

silently tiptoeing out from the past...before it pulls me back in and engulf me in it's scary world over again...silently hoping to succeed....soo silently....just longing to reach a safer place..

Waiting....

2008-07-04T00:00:00.000+05:00

I go from day to day
Pretending that everything's alright
When it's really not
Though i carry the unexplained within me
With the broken heart
Which still surprisingly stands
Ready to be built much stronger
Though it would take time
Allowing the pieces to be put back slowly
And so it wont be the same as before
The locked doors you unlocked once
Are closed and locked once again
In a way those can never be opened
Unless someone like you comes
And unlock them...
Repaint the walls with colorful colors
And enlighten with new and bright lights
Making it to a whole new world once again
Save me from the deadly creatures,
Pull me out yet again from the darkness
Relieve me from the cold nights,
And the only companion of mine, silence
Hold me close when I'm in pain
And take me to the whole new world...
Built just by him...for me...

Freed!!!

2008-07-02T23:15:00.000+05:00

Trapped was my soul ,
Untold was the pain ,
When you left me ,
Just like a rose in the rain
Begged you to stay,
Yet you faded away,
Laughing at my weakness
Leaving my heart and my plea slain
Here i lie...
Craving to know what i lacked,
Or what mistake i had done,
While my mind back tracked
To the days when my life was aglow with sun
Yet i failed to find,
The wrong you found in me
I heard a phoenix sing,
Soothing clear...and loud
Urging me to get on a train
Which would take me to a station,
Filled with love and care
And would heal my pain
Thus ending my lamentation
Listened to her song
And followed the very directions
Got onto the train
Where it took me to the next station
Just as it was said in the song
So was i welcomed
With love and care
Just as the lovely phoenix sang
But the dear bird song was wrong
About the station healing my pain
For it was the phoenix itself,
Who freed my soul and ended my pain
She took the rose out of the rain,
And healed the heart which had been so slain
Her tender hands unchained me from you,
From my addiction to you
I laugh, love and care,
For the chains that held me to you are cut
And never would it touch my skin
Ever again in any lifetime....

By: Mohamed Maaz

Bury the pain!!!

2008-06-28T22:52:00.000+05:00

All the pain i feel and see,
I will never let them see,
As it would be to much for me,
A door to revealing me,
I only can suffer in silence,
Internally writhing in pain,
Dying over and over,
Crying worse than the rain,
Guess its easier this way,
I'm too afraid of getting hurt,
So i put on an act,
An act of cheerfulness,
Masking the pain...
Burying them in the dirt...

Shadows flicker past...

2008-06-24T15:14:00.000+05:00

Through the window
As I was blankly looking outside,
Shadows flicker past
They break the light from the rising sun,
My head rests on the cold window pane
Letting the vibrations soothe the wild turbulence,
The scent of the sea joins and hugs me
Memories of the past drift along with it
Memories long gone,
Memories long missed…
Moments in time flicker past just like one's shadow
Light escapes me…
Tunes of anxiety looped in my head,
Thoughts that should not have been revived,
But things I need to keep in mind
Standards I have to uphold…
Heightened senses hear the whispers of the vapour
Voices I have not heard for years
Feelings that became numb long back
People I still miss...
But I would never let the world see,
I would never let the sun see,
And would never ever let you see…
The tears that I shed once in a while...

before mystery makes history

2008-06-23T10:12:00.000+05:00

Memories i hold so dear
Will always be so near

Like all the special times
I made so many rhymes

All up on the site
Center of the spotlight

It was the day
When my world wasn't gray

The day i met the guy
Who was worth not to just buy

Or the time i saw
I watched him in awe

The first poem i read
Which set me up ahead

Or the time i felt love
Angels sang from above

Remembered the word
I heard ...

Known as death
Takes away your breath

Before this mystery
Makes history...

sky is the limit

2008-06-21T00:57:00.000+05:00

'Let's see if sky is the limit...'

Best treasure

2008-06-19T20:33:00.000+05:00

The best treasure anyone can ever have is the memory you cherished with your loved ones...it will stay with you even when they leave you just like that and turn their backs to you...you can still treasure them forever and keep them close to you...

A Poem by sumone to his special someone....

2008-06-19T18:57:00.000+05:00

There you stood so gleamingly,
I kept staring unbelievingly,
A beat of a unique rhythm captured my heart unknowingly,
So felt i'd written my destiny silently;
 
Your beauty had no words for a description,
Which i felt was so close to perfection,
Raringly my heart cries for your salvation,
Truly have i fallen in love at this momentum of innovation;
 
Why'd you walk away when only love filled this heart,
Why'd it pain in the heart as a piercing dart,
When you had said the hardest goodbye not long before start,
Was this the finest painting if pain was an art;
 
Remember what i said when you left this bargain,
Either tommorow or a day afterwards we would meet again,
Because i believe you were my destiny,
Which shall never change in eternity....


BY: Mohamed Naahii
 " A poem I wrote for my special someone"

Let's dance

2008-06-18T21:10:00.000+05:00

Lets dance
Before anyone else dance

Let's dance
before the tune fades

Let's dance
Before the music finishes

Let's dance
Before today ends

Let's dance
Before my legs get weak

Let's dance
Before I close my eyes

Let's dance
Before we're torn apart by fate..

Our story

2008-06-17T21:58:00.000+05:00

I thought our story ended the day you left me...but i guess our every meeting adds a new chapter to it...

By: Mohamed Naahi